being an adult

since a month ago, i know my decision and thoughts were right.
there will come a time for it to happen.
and it's slowly happening already.
contrasting opinions between friends are strictly dangerous when it comes to important decision making.
i hope such events will not worsen or hopefully happen so often again.
i sacrificed and i shall pay for it.
that i know.
what is not mine, shall not be mine.
it's quite selfish and still very selfish.

i think this is the most adult event in my life that i shall learn.

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that feeling

Christmas is already over.
soon to be is 2011.
like they say in the news, there's going to be more problems in the new year.
so do i see it in mine.
new challenges come new problems.
thus finding new ways to overcome them.
the world is ever changing but do we?
only time will tell... 

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best friends are suppose to be forever

i feel pain when i'm proven wrong when I hope I was right.
it's painful when you can already a friendship that's falling apart slowly.
i wonder how long i can hold on to it.

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Pain in the arse assignments

Earlier this semester I partcipated in The Heritage Star Walk 2011.
It was like the first couple thing that I did with Cain.
Thankfully the weather was good and it only rained in the afternoon.

Unfortunately, I felt sick for two weeks from dehydration and lack of sleep.
I couldn't recover properly on the first week because I have convocation to perform.
The second round was a lot worst than the first because I didn't pay attention to my health.

Thinking about the Penang Bridge run in November I decided to opt out of the event because I don't think I have enough time to physically prepare myself for another run. So Cain you go compete lar.... Will be waiting for good news.

Out of all the semesters that I have went through so far, I have never had so many assignments to do. Better yet it is all handed out in the beginning of the semester giving me time to prepare it physically and mentally. I have a lot of reading to do hopefully I can finish all in time. I think the two university courses that I'm taking this semester is also taking a toll on the additional assignments. Hopefully by completing both of this courses, they will lessen my burden in the semesters to come.

Talking about listening to music, I have to listen to a wide range of music semester. For western music history, I have to listen to music from Baroque to 20th century. For my jazz piano classes, obviously it's jazz that I have to listen to. Then there's contemporary aesthetics, lots of 20th and 21st century music to. I wonder whether my brain can absorb so much. >.<

Everyday just passes in a blink of an eye. How wish I can just snap my fingers and say, "Voila! It's done!"

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Let the race begin!

Some of you are going to think that my blog is dead.
I believe it's on its way there.
On my part it is a sad case.
My memories of my university life is not recorded much as compared to my secondary school days.
I only have a journal to keep track of the busy life that I'm having now.

The past week has been busy alright.
Waking up at 7 in the morning to prepare myself for the 5-day, 9 session convocation.
This is my third time performing for my uni's convocation.
If you think that it is an easy job, go ahead.
It does look easy and sound easy.
For me, it has reached the peak of boredom because I can anticipate the events happening already.
It's the same process every session.
MC's instruction to audience in multiple languages
Arrival of the VIPS, play Grand March and Negaraku, sing Menara Ilmu.
Speech from VIP and then the ceremony starts.

I play music with the Jazz Band when the VC is giving away the graduation cert to the graduates.
We take turns playing with the gamelan and keronchong group.
I think the exhaustion comes from the waiting and sitting and boredom combined together.

On alternate days our clothes are fully black or fully white.
The attire is really an issue for me now.
My black shirt looks old and my white shirt is getting a little tight around the chest. @.@
The first black pants I wore made me have stomach cramps; yeah.... you can imagine it was THAT tight.
Thank goodness I have other black pants.

Last convocation, we receive allowance for playing for the convocation.
This time around we were not given allowance but were given free lunch and dinner instead.
The meals are sponsored by Malaysia Airlines, I think because on it were written the address of the airport.
The peanut packaging were branded from Malaysia Airlines too.
The airplane food is not bad.
We get fruits, nuts, puddings or jelly to accompany our main meal.
Our main meal is different everyday. But some how it gets sickening after awhile to eat airplane food every day.
But it's FREE. We simple can't resist free food. XD

Knowing that the end of the convocation week is the start of the busy academic life.
I went to the movies twice in two days to watch Nasi Lemak and Johnny English Returns.
Both are really good comedies that everyone should watch.

I have so many assignments lying around till the mid of Nov that I can't ignore them anymore.
So hence welcome the busy times again.

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lousy feeling

This is the last day that I'm 20.
Lol. I should have posted that when I was 19.
>.<

For some reason, skin on my fingers are peeling. I don't know why.
I don't recall using anything relatively new or foreign on my sensitive skin.
But it's kinda weird. Shedding skin before turning older. Kinda like being reborn.
My hands feel dry anyway, I guess I'll be using moisturizer on my hands before sleeping.

I was so silly to forget to wash my new maxi dress when I was washing the other new clothes today.
I guess I will be doing it tomorrow.

Gosh... I really don't like the phone receptionist at NBT.
He doesn't sound Malaysian, kinda bad English

I'm too many 'kinda'-s GAH!

I'm feeling lousy all over again. =_=''

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Packing, Procrastinating, Partying

it's getting so quiet here that it's disturbing right?
lol... lame again.... @.@

i was out with Iona earlier in the evening at Esso mamak.
We ordered Roti Gothu Poratta. I finally got the name right. ,
this meal is a sin because i have already have 2 servings of yam rice back at home and then this Roti. >.<
i promise if i'm ever going to eat roti gothu poratta again, i have to make sure that my stomach is empty prior to this sinful meal.

we talk about guys, our next trip to KL with Cain, places where we're taking him.
talk a little about our Kampar trip and what happened after she left us at Ikea.

I can't believe that I'm going back to Penang soon.
When I got back from Penang, I went Esso mamak with Jamie and Iona.
I think that was one of the first outings I had when I got back 'cause everyone else was busy with their exams then.
Now, I'm back at this place again towards the end of my stay in Klang.
Sigh...
time is slow when you wish is fast and vice versa.

as expected I did a lot of procrastination.
so typically of my personality.

my long awaited birthday party is coming up soon this weekend.
by then Time will pass very fast and I'll be back in Penang.

*big sigh*

lots of packing to do and cleaning to do in the next few days.
this is the time when i should be procrastinating yet i'm busying myself.T_T






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