Dirty Mist

Today is a day where is MY day.
I just want to isolate myself kind of day.
Be-in-my-space day.
I think this is a result of sleeping really late, making you go cranky and unwilling to socialize.
The morning wasn't great so was the afternoon, it didn't get better at night until things start to settle itself.
I don't like the weather these days. Probably one of the reasons why I'm so edgy.
I really despise the haze and the smell.
It makes me very demotivated to exercise as the air breathe is smelly and not fresh at all.
I totally regret not washing my hair in the morning after the exercise. I thought I would exercise double time today in the evening. However, that didn't work my way.
For the first time in 2 months, I actually opt to change my diet.
I didn't have lunch.
I only drank orange juice on ice. In the mid afternoon, I took milo with 3 good tablespoons of nestum in it.
I feel really uneasy with a hungry stomach.
I bet it's all the more reason why I feel so cranky the whole day.
Dinner was good and it took me 10 seconds to stop myself from finishing the whole thing myself.
My mom cooked 4 packets of Korean instant noodles in a wok and the ingredients were from steamboat ingredients made 2 nights ago.
I tried so hard to stop myself a third serving and I did.
That was my most full meal today.
Now I'm hungry again but I don't really feel much like eating.
I think drinking is more important now because the haze is making me feel dry.


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